sorry gabe, "effin amazing" never happened.
i hate to be reminded of march 11, on the verge of suicide is what you could call it. i owe it all to my mom and her "friend" who ruined me. im stupid for letting it bring tears to my eyes, pain to my body, thoughts in my head, but you can't help it when your whole point in life was just taken away from you in a split second. you'd think somehow, it could all be better. maybe, but the pain of that day won't ever be forgotten to me. it feels as real as if it was yesterday.
im never letting my mom live her life as if that day never happened, never. forgiveness is something i'll never give her the satisfaction of.
someone tell me to suck it up and deal with life.
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