these past few weeks, something keeps bringing my mind back to the worst day and pain i've ever experienced in my life. i'm about to shoot someone in the face because i'm so damn frustrated about everything. there's nothing to look forward to to get my mind off of stupid things, and there's no one to talk to that can get my mind off it either. i need a distraction.
i'm sick of the life i'm living. everyday is the same and i'm tired of it. i need a change, i want something big. i wanna move to new york, i wanna get away from school and follow some amazing band on tour, i wanna be rich and do everything i want. i want to have happiness, but that seems so far away at the moment.
my mom really needs to stfu and get out of my life and stop pretending like she hasn't taken away my reason for life. she needs to stop doing things that further the crap in my life. she needs to be a mom and be here for me, not pushing me away.
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